Cheater, cheater, pumpkin eater

28 01 2010

Oh I could kick myself.  Okay so two days ago, day five, at the 36 hour mark, I broke down and bought a pack.  My reasoning was simply that I wanted an actual lungful of smoke instead of the meager mouthful I can get with the e-cigarette.  I told myself just one, but we all know how that turns out. I paced myself but still smoked one pack spread over the two days, day five and six.  So today becomes day one, again, instead of day seven.  I just really want to hit that 48 hour mark.

I am contemplating twelve stepping this.  It sounds funny I am certain, but I am wondering if breaking it down to the action and impacts around me, if maybe it will help me better.  Maybe that’s just the excessive coffee talking.



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